I never meant to put you back in your rehabilitation......., It was just that I'd finally met my match and I couldn't handle it, I just wanted to lash out, shock, AWE, freeze you in your tracks..... I needed some space to strategically maouvre myself into a superior position, and in this I hurt a new and emerging friend
shame on me, What I needed to have done was communicate with you.......Say "my sweet puddin pie, I feel so humiliated by your discovery, that I am finding it very difficult to cope with, and can I ask a future friend from a potential Godfather to your next progeny, that you desist from this chewbacky humiliation stuff................." But NO I've gotto to stoop to the lowest form of male behaviour and......... Too shamed to even speak of it again.......... Be brave, gather your strengths, book in for a double EMDR session and you'll be back to where you were before the *#@* incident..........
