hey tully. great to see your enjoying this sport. perserverance is the key. ski parks are a great way of learning board control and you don,t need to relaunch the kite. your a pretty big bloke so i would suggest trying to get into some 20kn winds. maybe you could pop over to w.a. next summer. when the wind is right your kite will just sit in front of you and you will just pull on the accelorater. lean back, relax and don,t be afraid to sing. sometimes it just feels that good.