Having same probs myself- Yesterday I had my 5th session on my FreeStylefish on my (low grunt) 10m, and felt like a noob again, walking up the beach all the time, with the difference of having to carry unweildy fat board under my arm

In those winds on the twinny I would have been getting upwind, with moderate effort.
Just wondering about taking out the foot straps and going strap free to try out different foot positions, but reckon I will lose the board going over the first bit of chop!
Feels like back to square one as a kiter- frustrated but determined to figure it out.
Tips appreciated