Hi,I'm kind'a in the same boat.After riding long boards full time for the last 10 years I thought a 10'6"x28" was hugh,but once I got it in the water and tried to stand up on it it all of a sudden shrunk to nothing.But every time I go out I get a little more confidence and I feel I'll master this board sooner or later.After saying that I will say I'm definatly getting a new board as soon as I can afford to because when I purchased my board I was thinking purely of riding waves and not of paddling in various conditions.My next board will be longer,wider and have a lot less rocker with a big concave right under my feet.